
So today we are having the twins 3rd birthday party at grandma and grandpas house!! And I just can't sleep. I'm way too excited. And nervous. But mostly excited. Mason woke up to "go pee pee in the potty" at about 5:35 and she said, "Is it our real birthday now?"
"Um, well Mase", as I lifted her onto the toilet, "Today is your birthday party and tomorrow is your real birthday. But today is still your birthday. So this year you kind of have two birthdays." A rare moment of silence from the little princess. She pees. And goes back to bed. I do not.
It's kind of a hard concept to explain to a 3-year old. Not sure why I tried. But Mason and Jacob are wicked smart and honestly, I think they kind of understand.
Anyway...so today is their 3rd birthday party. Tomorrow, will be their real birthday and I just can't believe it. What a difference a year makes. There is a crazy difference between 2 and 3. They are so much bigger this year! They are so much more aware of their birthday! I guess when they are 2 they are still essentially babies (although at the time I thought they were really big) and we kind of forced their birthday on them. This year, they were able to tell us they wanted a "Dora and Diego" party. When I asked them who they wanted to invite to their party they responded with mostly all adults -- family members and my friends --. They wanted "Grandma and Grandpa and Nana and Papa" (It was then I tried to reiterate to them how far away England was and why Nana and Papa couldn't come...but that we could see them on the computer) They mentioned all their Aunts and Uncles. And GG. And then they said, "And Gillain." (their bff Burke & James mom) "Oh and Alicia...baby Sania's mom." That was their list. So that's what we're doing. And there are a few kids coming as well - their friend's Burke and James, my cousin Melissa and her kids and a few others. Should be fun!
At least I really hope they have fun. Jacob and Mason, but I think especially Jacob, has been looking forward to this all week as he asks anyone he comes in contact with, "Are you coming to my birthday party?" And he looks so excited and eager to hear their response. The other thing is, is I told them they were definately having a Dora and Diego party but it was just a few days ago Harvey and I realized that they think Dora and Diego will actually be there. Oy. I'm a good mom. But not that good. And I got really emotional thinking about their disappointment if Dora and Diego and Map and Boots and Isa and Benny and Backpack and Rescue bag don't show. I just don't want to break their little hearts. So being the neurotic fool that I am I ordered as many Dora beanie babies as I could on Friday and spent ridiculous amounts of money having them shipped overnight to my mom's house so they arrived yesterday. Let's hope that does the trick. It should. I hope. I just don't want to break their little hearts.
But then I think they'll probably be distracted by all of the family doting over them. And the presents. And the balloons. And the three pools and bouncy castle we're going to set up out front. Oh yeah, and the bowls of popcorn and "sour chips". I think they'll be happy.
Anyway -- that's that. My little babies are 3. And it's bittersweet I guess. Couldn't be happier at what I see. They are HILARIOUS. And gorgeous. And sweet. And funny. And they love each other. (they even say sometimes, "we're best friends"....so cute) So far I think I've done an alright job I guess. But then there is that little part of me that's really sad that they are so grown up and not babies anymore. Not really sure why it makes me all weepy. But it does. I mean, Mason is practically a teenager...much to my chagrin she's now taken to calling me "Mom" sometimes. And Jacob, I look at Jacob and think, "What am I gonna do when his first girlfriend breaks up with him?" He's so sensitive. Poor little guy will be devastated. And Mason will probably kick her ass.
Thus I digress...
Happy Birthday Jacob and Mason. Mommy loves you.











